Still Nothing...

Mood: Tired/Apprehensive

Still nothing happened...

Today was tiring. I don't know how, it just was.

SAT II Literature tomorrow at 7:45 AM. @___@ I looked it up on collegeboard and sparknotes and both said that there's no real studying for it... just know certain rules of English, like syntax and tone, narrative voice... I know them. We practiced those in Honors a lot, so I'm good, I guess.

Oh God, I Shall Die

Mood: Extremely anxious, low

I'm so scared right now... So scared. I have been all day. And I cried in Tripping. My day's been pretty rough and I wanted to talk to Mr. McCullough but... nothing there.

Yesterday, after my club, I was talking with Taylor, and then my mom came to pick me up. She saw us, but we weren't even doing anything... we were just talking. I get into the car and she suddenly asks, "Who is that?" Isaid it was Taylor and then she started asking me all these questions... I was thinking, "Is she going to bring up the Taylor thing again?" And then she went on to knpwing how I talk about my dad all negatively or something, and I was thinking, "What? Since when?" But I said nothing really...

And last night I was so tired... so tired. I went to sleep early.

But tonight, we migth talk. I'm so scared because I have my side, and I have nothing going on with Taylor... but if my mom convinces my dad, which she usually can, then my voice won't even be heard... I'll die, I swear.

I love them anyway, and that's the sad thing. Despite this, despite what my mom's posing against me, I still love them. If they have to disown me, I shall take it.

This is a real entry.

I hope I can convince them that everything else in this journal is a story. It's a story I composed using my friends as characters... and the "I" is not me... I'd never do those things. I would never. I don't have the intelligence nor the power of planning to. It's all a story and this is a real entry that was caused because of the story I was writing.

HALLOWEEN!!

Mood: Yay!

My day went well, except for the occassional perverted stares from my teachers... >.< Mr. Wallace especially! EWW, DIRTY OLD MAN!! *hits him with a club* Do NOT stare at my breasts!! Anyway... yeah.... I was a midnight fairy and it was all cool, except for the fact that my chest was practically showing. X_X Fun, fun~ Lots of sexual jokes, damn. @___@

Currently Listening Discovery By Daft Punk Digital Love see related

A Girl's Kiss

Mood: Sexual/Interested

I'm actually kind of thrilled at the thought... lust for thrills and danger, like Tripping said today. XD

*laughs* Interesting, really. I don't know yet.

NERDS!

Mood: Good, okay

I dressed up like a nerd! ^__^ It was my first time completely in spirit! Kristi commented on that, but yeah... I wore thin wiry glasses, long socks on beige capris, my AMS choir shirt with the huge collars, my hair in two pigtails... *sighs* My god, I looked and FELT like such a nerd. XD It was fun though, very fun. I went around harassing people and such. XD And I saw Danielle Lemi running through the 400 portables with a roller backpack, going, "Excuse me! Excuse me!" in this nasal voice! XD I laughed so hard on that ramp.

Christian... I didn't expect him to dress up, really, but he did! And he pulled it off SO WELL! XD I laughed so hard when he came into Tripping! He had on "Defenders of the Universe" shirt on with a collared plaid shirt on top, jeans way high up and rolled at the knees, and hair slicked/parted in the middle, with taped glasses and a bandaid on his cheek, and long socks and regular shoes, and he was walking around carrying a PC Gamers magazine. XD It was HILARIOUS!

I am SO confused on this enzyme lab in AP Bio... >.> Seriously, and I have to write the conclusion to our lab write-up. 

I might not dress up as an old lady tomorrow... I don't know why... *shrugs* I don't feel like it. XP

Still not talking with Dad.

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